-magical myth-

2005-07-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

though ave is blur here.. i still think its a nice pix

2005-07-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

me n ave

2005-07-22T21:30:00.001+08:00

2005-07-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

2005-07-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

-indians-

2005-05-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

2005-03-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

went pulau tinggi w sch durin e march hols..

sun:
went to kranji mrt station early in e mornin bout 8.30 to meet up w everyone e head off.. but obviously as usual, waited fer bout an hour or so b4 everyone was here n able to head upp. at custom, waited even longer cause spore custom was rather strict w our sch foreigners.. took e bus ride n slept alll e way.. even when i was on e ferry.. tcheres were rather irresponsible as they got e ferry terminal n started eating. to think tt all of us thought tt food was provided.. but obviously, it wasnt when we were at e terminal.. when we reached there din do much.. jus hang ard n waited fer dinner... had star gazing at night..

mon:
went snorkellin.. but b4 tt.. we played games... i was in grp 3 n can say tt its a rather strong grp.. we won all e games.. only after i went fer e ttrip then i realised tt there were many pple tt i nv see in sch b4..i din even know they existed until then.. snorkellin was ok only.. e sea wasnt v clear.. a rather big dissappointment fer me.. tot tt there were gonna be nice corals.. i think we played games again after we went back to e resort.. e guys in my grp were damn good at frisbee.. like seriously.. they're like dogs mann.. really can catch damn well..

tue:
went hiking... had to go under barbed wires n walk on rocks tt r beside e sea.. really slippery, but my grp leader was like monkey jumpin frm one rock to another.. then as time passes, got so tired n no water.. went to lunch point then they say waves too great fer our lunch to get in..then hiked back to another beach, but e guide decided to try new route n made us even more tired.. by e time we reached e other beach it was alr 3 plus.. was alr havin goosebumps n headache..but luckily e guys were rather nice.. 2 of them took turns to carry my bag.. n when we were reaching places tt had to climb up n down e teep slopes, we jus grabbed to any guy available.. hee. so embarrassing, but well, they're nice pple.. e nicest part was when we were gg back on e rocks.. easiest route.. n we even played in e sea after accomplishin e whole hike.. took e whole day.. but it was e only time where i got to know some of e pple there...

wed:
woke up at 5am to see stars.. was suppose to stay up all night but too tired after hike.. after seein stars, watched 50 1st dates... its soo nice.. then took ferry n bus back to sch... e rather fun trip jus ended like that.. so fast.. haiiz.. think back, how i wish it was a longer trip....

2005-02-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

chinese new year again.. this yr's celeb like kinda slow... nothing superb to mention... yest went gills house to pai nian.. today went zhuang's house.. oh mann. i love her golden retriver.. though its fat, but its soooo guai.. n it doesnt stink at all... haiz.. how i wish i have a dog like that.. mann.. its so nice to hug la.. someone buy me a golden retriver.. I WANT IT~!!!!

2005-01-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo tired..there's like piles of hw waiting for me to do... timetable like shit again this yr.. have been sleepin like only at 12?!! urghh.. wad happen to all e time tt i had?????

2005-01-02T18:09:00.000+08:00

resolutions 2005

save money
eat less
study n get gd grades
stop having resolutions n do things tt i want~!!!

2005-01-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

started e day by preparing e ingredients fer e night's dinner..
menu of e day:

mushroom soup
shepherd's pie
pizza
cake

though our theme was futuristic, we din really dressed up much.. but was great to spend e day w mel val n lynn... happy new year dears..

we had dinner, watched tv, played twister n took lots of weird photoz...lynn was so screwed up during twister.. she really got tangled up all over...overall it was a great day..

lynn: tks fer e drinks u bought..

2004-12-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

dad took leave fer e whole week.. so had to wake up super eaerly so tt i can go out w him to eat n "cheat" his money ( quoted frm him)..actually was suppose to go queensway to buy stuff.. but uncle called n say something happen to e other uncle.. so even my sis n i had to go down n help him clean his pig sty. it was super filthy.. one wipe on e table n e whole cloth is black alr.. luckily we have e maid ard to help clean... but it was also this incident tt i know tt all my uncles r mcp.. they're also those kind of pple who r rather soft hearted.. kou ying xin ruan....

decided tt this yr ww're gonna countdown at my house... have to prepare dinner fer my darlings.. lynn came up w e theme of FUTURISTIC... to me its like ?????.... wad to wear?? wonder wad e rest of them gonna turn up like... wld be kinda to funny to see them dressed so futuristic taking e train.. well..thank goodness tt when i bought e ingredients dad was there.. helped me to choose e tomatoes n helped me pay fer e stuff... when i saw my mum again.. her face was blink blink red e puffy.. did the laser thingy n really cant let pple see.. they'll jus flip. wanna get rid of e mole on my face.. but surgery will leave a scar.. laser will cost thousand over dollarz..haizz. rather worried tt it'll grow super bigg....

2004-12-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

to all e babes out there.....
MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!!

2004-12-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

updates:
rouge thingy was kinda a dissapointment.. shd hve open up e dance floor much muchh earlier.. went shopping w dad n got a guess bag... went shoppin w mel n got a nice guess skirt n had great NY cheesecake frm baker's inn.. wwent to e gap sale n bough A LOT of clothes.... today, finally got my facial done n dad was nice to help me n sis sign this contract fer half a yr.. so we can go do once every month... n i think i'm falling sick.. haiz..jus few days b4 christmas..

2004-12-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

christmas list 2004

raulph perfume
~~school bag~~
~~pencil box~~
~~guess bag~~
specs

& many many more....

2004-12-12T01:26:00.000+08:00

had a fun day w e blacks today... bought ma her pressie n ate at sushi tei.... shhe still look soo cute... had fun playin n crappin ard.. listenin to all their stupid jokes...they all look sooo cute.. love u guys loadz..

2004-12-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

lynn: eeee

2004-12-12T00:25:00.001+08:00

ermm.. wad r u guys doing???

2004-12-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

[us]

2004-12-12T00:24:00.000+08:00

*--e blacks--*

2004-12-10T13:57:00.000+08:00

wed.. went gym.
thu.. went shopping w dad
fri..hmm.. actually went walkin at mac ritchie..kinda fun..rather windy n guess who i saw... molly leong.. still look e same.. n can still smell her perfume frm far..

2004-11-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

your beloved teacher: i read ur blog.. its hilarious.. but hmm like which funny soul r u.. i have some in my head but u know.. have to like confirm it.. hee.. but anyway.. it was a great job done.

2004-11-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

had this baking session w lynn today..though din really turn out well but was kinda fun... ingredients were EXPENSIVE... haiz.. oh wellz. but i managed to catch bridget jones w cousin...quite nice.. though there was lloads of shagging... its literal though..

2004-11-26T10:24:00.001+08:00

2004-11-26T10:24:00.000+08:00

before n after~!

2004-11-26T10:23:00.001+08:00

food at cartel w val

2004-11-26T10:23:00.000+08:00

e pretty angels

2004-11-24T20:17:00.001+08:00

*us w ed's frens*

2004-11-24T20:17:00.000+08:00

*ling n jo*

2004-11-24T20:16:00.001+08:00

~us~

2004-11-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

ling n ed

2004-11-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

went to ecp w ed ling jo n ed's frens... if i'm not wrong they're terence n justin.. was rather fun bladin.. crashing here n there.. spend e rest of e day at my place playin majong, jenga n takin photos...

2004-11-23T10:56:00.000+08:00

yeahh.. i'm shooo happpy.. my dad finally bought e digital cam fer us... its sony t3 n its like damn nice.. heee..after like more than a year.. i finally got wad i wanted..

2004-11-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

urgh..i'm like gettin addicted to sims 2.. its a sin to start it mann.. oh wellz... but its still fun n kinda interesting... bleah

2004-11-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

mon: screwed up my part fer pw
tue: went massage n got cracked my spine..
wed: went gym, sqush, sauna, n a swim w lynn.. shd go often.. kinda fun n relaxing...
thu: jus ate n watch tvv... kinda siannz..

2004-11-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

i'm broke.. totally.. went out frm mon to wed... had a great time though.. mon watched doll master w lynn val n yuying.. its bloody scary.. (because of e sound effects)...nonetheless it still scared e hell out of me.. watched only like 1/4 of e show larrz.... spent e rest of e time covering my eyes...

passerby: its dont let me down by stereophonics.

2004-10-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

i love my day soo much.. had a great sleep yesterday.. can u believe it.. i slept from 6pm all e way to 6 am this morning.. n i had another 3hr nap this afternoon.. havent had such a gd sleep fer a long long time alr.. din go to sch n was resting at home...cause i din go sch, sis decided not to go to sch tooo... now 1 of my love is sleeping~!!!! hee..

2004-10-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

i think u shd jus fuckin hell get out of my life.. because of ur punny brain, u wasted my money.. i know u think i'm rich but i aint.. stop doing stupid things n use ur brain to think...ur stupid actions of ur hand wasted $11 okay... u think tt $11 is nothing but heyy... i can go n have a good lunch w my frens n enjoy my day...u sux to e core...

2004-10-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

urgh...i'm sooo tired after all e climbing up n down e slopes....we even had to walk under e stupid rain....now i hate rain..made me so sick.... caught a flu after tt larrz..cause after gettin drenched we had to sit on e bus which had its aircon on full blast... soo urghh.. irritating..

2004-10-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

yeahh...promos finally over....had been shoppin e past days n i'm like sooooo broke... urgh..no more money for me to spend alr..i still have loads of stuff to buy..oh well...haiz..now promos r over life is kinda borin...have to think of wad i wanna do everyday....

2004-10-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

aint she a gd actress???

2004-10-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

supposedly studyin..

2004-10-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

You are the color turquoise. A fairly tempermental
person, you're either upset or tranquil most of
the time. You can be as calm as your color.
You're a mysterious person, yet somehow
outgoing. You're balanced, simply put. You're
somewhat bold. You're generous and
sophisticated--but never ever snobby. You're
lively and rich in personality and attitude.
You're a beautiful person, aside from the fact
that you're a perfectionist and painfully
honest. But life is good to you!

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2004-10-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

was suppose to be studyin w lynn...but in e end, we made a list of wad we gonna do n she started to *dootz* bout those pple... so our list goes like this..

1.SHOP
2.watch all e movies available
3.food spree
4.kbox
5.pool
6.diet
7.sports ( tennis,.......)
8.sentosa
9.escape

theres more, but currently cant remember..but oh wellz.. cant wait fer tml's paper to end~!!!!!

2004-10-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

-2more days-
TWO

i'm gonna be free frm these shity stuff soon.......
den i can go n PLAY...urgh..cant get e playin part out of my mind..

2004-10-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

i cant wait to play....
i cant wait to shop n watch movie tooo... endin soooon.. hmm..jus have to mugg more tml n study a lil fer econs mcq n drq n tata... tts e end.. whoa..

2004-10-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

i jus wanna feel e wind rush thru my hair.. wanna fly w e wind...n be gone w e wind..its jus so much more carefree than any other things...always see the planes fly across my window but when am i actually able to be on it n look out into e clouds n feel it...chimes always ring thru e night.. when can i be e one who move it...cant even feel my own presence....doubt u can too..
pouvez vous me sentir ??

2004-10-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

val: hee..tt post was written sometime last week.. so i've sort of gotten over it...
anyway..2 n a half of my papers are over..which is a gd thing.. but e worst part is tt there's still another 2 n a half more to go..oh wellz.. it'll be over soon.........

2004-09-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

stressed
tired
moody
consequences of exams.

2004-09-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

has been rather long since i've updated here..i'm free to do it now cause i'm at home.. left sch early cause had bad headache.. doc said it was due to e car accident i had like 4 yrs back... haiz. apparently it'll nv go away.. not only tt.. my hand will oso get numb n neck will ache badly..cause i have injured my nerves... mann this is jus soo unlucky.. tt time i was so lucky tt i din have any injuries.. but who knows tt my injury will only be found out 4 yrs ltr.. this sux.. my doc was suggesting tt we sue tt guy who banged us.. but how to find tt guy..n i bet my parents will be like hack care bout it..urgh..anyway tt guy was a truck driver..so i bet he's damn poor larrz..haizz....oh wellz.. i'm jus unlucky..

2004-09-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

New Photos Uploaded~!!!!!!

2004-09-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

I will survive by gloria gaynor

At first i was afraid i was petrified
Kept thinking i could never live without you by my side
But then i spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And i grew strong and i learned how to get along
And so you're back, from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock i should have made you leave your key
If i'd have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Go on now go walk out the door
Just turn around now cuz you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did u think i'll crumble
Did u think ill lay down and die
Oh no not i, i will survive
Oh as long as i know how to love i know i'll stay alive
Ive got all my life to live ive got all my love to give
I'll survive i will survie hey hey
It took all the strength i had not to fall apart

~~And tried so hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart~~
And i spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry, but now i hold my head up high
And you see me somebody new,
Im not that chained up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free
But now im saving all my loving for someone whos loving me
Go on now go walk out the door

2004-09-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

I am Justice

Justice is a signal to do what needs to be done. A time comes when responsibilities must be accepted, and accounts settled. The past will continue to haunt you if you do not recognize your mistakes and make amends for them. You will need to weigh matters carefully and perhaps make important decisions about your future course.

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2004-09-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

my day was damn fufillin.. went to gym, had a tann n had a swim.. whoa.. felt damn gd after a gd swim... anyway.. i doubt anyone is as crazy as me to actually count how many clothes i have... hehe.. i have like 50 tops n 30 bottoms mann.. n i actually think tt i dun have enough clothes to wear.... i can like have 1 diff set to wear everyday fer at least a month wo wearin e same thing on any day tt month... like whoa.. how crazy can i get mann...

2004-09-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

yest was seriously one of my best day mann..

concert thingy in sch was kinda fun.. e dance by ics was cool.

den went back to sn.. miss tt place sooo much.. met almost everyone frm faith.

gosh. how i miss e canteen n track..something which u cant find in cj. food was even better...

caught 13 gg 30 w annabelle charlene n nyx.. show was damn funny n some parts were quite sad too.. but e best part was e dinner at marche.

when we got there, they were countin n see whos attached.. den charlene bought a bottle of bacardi. she drank n drank. guess wad. 1 bottle wasn't enough.. she drank 3 botttles. she was totally high on everything larz...

annabelle only took a lil bit of it n she got high too.. she's like e 2nd charlotte who got high on a lil hooch.. we were laughin n laughin until there was this guy who came n ask who was denyse, den he passed her a plate of sashimi.. we tot it was some of her frens who bought fer her.. but in e end, it was her own parents who bought fer her. they saw this guy lookin at her n told him tt they'll give him a chance to go there by helpin them to pass a plate of sashimi.. her parents are damnn cool mann...my parents will like nv do this kind of things larrz..though there were only the few of us there, but yahh..it was a great reunion..this great dinner cant be said in jus these few words..

2004-08-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

original plan:
after newater meet mel to kill time
den meet parents n grandma for dinner at sushi tei..
but in e end,
walked home from e newater plant
slept fer an hour
ate seafood at east coast..
me pro walked soooo far....
heeheehe

2004-08-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

everyone seem so hypocritical now..
whom can i actually trust..
its bad leavin me here alone..
its sad to be left alone.
seems tt there are many of u out there..
but where is e one tt can save me from this crap.

2004-08-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

Cocktail

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2004-08-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

well..she jus sent me an email today.. it jus sounds soo irresponsible..e 1st reaction i get after readin it is like "BITCH"..like wth's wrong w her?? jus like wad mel said.. this kind of confrontation is cowardly... but wad she said really pissed me off this time.
", if u
really understood how i felt n y i felt tt which i dun tink u all still noe... den i nd not hv been so angry..... e reason is simple but time n time again when i try to explain to u all , it's u all hu are not listening so ya.... well...i wont say much coz even if i blabber here u all wont really bother wif it...besides i'm not close to u all so i dont expect any of u two to understand how i feel....so ya... " like wth... i mean so wad if ure e leader.. u cant say such things bout us larz..(e mail was fer me n this other guy)... n yah.. she said wad we did was sloppy.. fcuk her larrz.. its not as if her stuff was perfect.
i know i've been complain bout her.. but she jus irritate e hell out of me.. so far other than my parents no one ever pissed me off tt much.. since i'm a forgetful person.. i usually get over it after a day or 2.. but this sickenin person jus want me to remember her tt she's such a idiot who keeps irritate me day after day.. urghh.. will u jus STOP disturbing my life?? its my fcukin beautiful life. NOT URS~!!!

2004-08-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

did i overreact? i think so. but i have to vent it all out. if i dont its as good as killing me. y is it tt 1 jus cant give me e respect i need... wtf u think u r doing.. u did not harm me, but u irritate me.. i know YOU wont be readin this but cant u jus give some resect to e pple ard u?? u aint e only human here.. *U SUX*

2004-08-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

choices...
theres jus so many choices out there.. whats right whats wrong no one know.. but since i made e decision i shd stay on rite..every lil thing out there comes w choices.. urghh..cant life be simpler than that?? *whiningzz*
urgh..
y cant everyone jus be more responsible???
so frustrating when u jus go away like that wo leaving anything behind.. y mus u try to do everything all by urself?? huh huh huh... tell me mannn..wads WRONG w U~!! cant u stop tryin to get all e marks fer urself n start tryiing to think fer e others??u aint e only 1 out here doing this shit..wtf's wrong w u biatch..we were so much more productive wo u here mann.. u r selfish.. selfcentered n fcuk u~!!

2004-08-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

You made me laugh some
You made me cry some too
You sent me off into a world of pain
And made me someone new
You made all kinds of promises
But only some came true
Now I know you need me more than I need you

To think I used to love you
For reasons I don't know
You polished up my halo
And I dirtied up your soul
I sure had a good time
But we both know I can't stay

To think I used to love you
but I'm leaving anyway
You know I'm not perfect
And I tried to make you see
Somehow you thought of everything
But you didn't think about me
Lies and disappointment
Makes your world go round
It's too late to save me
so you might as well come down

2004-07-31T13:14:00.000+08:00

so angry..
yesterday was actually a good day mann..
lessons everything was good..but after sch, me n kailing went to grandstand to chiill n tryin to study.. but suddenly, e hockey ball went straight into my forehead.. it hurt like shit man.. so irritating larrz...my head still have e bump now.. urghh..its so paiin..
damn pain~!!

2004-07-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

to see e pix go
http://harmonyracial.MyPicGallery.com
:)

2004-07-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

it has been gettin on my nerves ever since we started it.. y cant we jus enjoy our jc life wo botherin bout such stuff??? it totally sux.. jus wanna be listenin n danccing to e rhythm.. though i sux at it, but its really enjoyable n it feels totallly great when i think tt "hey i aint tt bad in this".. oh wells.. our lives jus doesnt permit such thingss..
anyway.. sch celebrated racial harmony day today.. really fun..
guess wad...
i was in a sari
mel helped me but this sari cloth thingy to wrrap ard me n tada.. i'm in a costume.. its really pretty.. its pink w golden embroidary.. almost e whole class wore a costume.. its soooo fun.. thou its a bit tedious to walk ard in tt super ssuper long cloth.. but its worth it.. e experience is something like once in a lifetime.. (thou there's 1 such event everry year)
so glad mel's i nthis sch n wearin a sari.. if not no 1 will be taking spastic indian photos w me.. we actually did the tree thingy.. n lots of other spastic indian poses.. theres only 1 word to discribe it.
FUN!!!!
i'll try to update some pix up.. but dun expect too much.. heehee.

2004-07-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

I wasn't walking on water

I was standing on a reef
when the tide came in
swept beneath the surface
lost without a trace
no hope at all
no hope at all

Oh,sweet miracle
oh,sweet miracle Of life

I wasn't walking angles
I was talking to myself
rising up to the surface
raging against the night
starless night

oh,sweet miracle
love's sweet miracle of life

Oh salvation
Oh salvation

I wasn't praying for magic
I was heading in plain sight
rising up from the surface
to flight into th night

2004-07-07T21:58:00.000+08:00

sch finally started afer all e exam shit..man i think i'm gonna die fer those mann...haiz oh wells.. its over..
went back to e usual lect n tutorials. kinda sian n i dread tml's pe.. haven exercise fer like 1 whole month.. gosh..guess i will die tml..
went walkin ard w sis n ade. wanted to buy clothes..in e end. ade was e 1 who bought a lot of things..
dad leavin fer china today... :(
b4 i actually wanna write this blog.. there was loads of stuff in my mind.. but it jus vanished like that..
oh well.. tt bout it~!!

2004-07-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

U => weirdo~!!!

2004-06-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

25th june
yupz.. my bdae.. its like yeahh... finally 17~!! though its 17, dun really feel e great diff..but next year..i'm definately gonna feel e diff.. cause CAN CLUB LEGALLY~!!
wanna say thanks to everyone...

had a great day today... met gill, lynn, sylvia, n mel to go wild wild wet.. e no. of rides available were v. v. limited.. e only fun n exciting ride was e thing tt i sat w lynn.. well.. we did scream. which was kinda unexpected, cause all e other rides were slow n not exciting..e place was kinda small n can see e whole place frm where our ride started.. though e sun wasnt great, we somehow got a lil tann..

i got:
e kinda bag i wanted frm syl
heart necklace frm mel
purple necklace frm lynn ( i predict i'll wear e earrin more often than e necklace. can only wear when i dress up)
pretty star wand + gummies frm gill

grab macs while on our way home.. was supposedly to go eat dinner at shangri la, but i decided to change it to goodwood hotel's hi tea.so sis got me a cake on her way home..

26th june
ate hi tea at goodwood hotel. their food was great.. its totally worth it.. n its only a bit more ex tha swensons but e quality was much much better~!!! suppose to mugg now.. but i thought tt it wld be great to tell everyone wad a greaet day i had yesterday...
THANKS pple..
sweet msgs left on e sweet day~!!

ps: if u guys forgotten how my sis looks, she's e one on e right for both pix~!!
nyx: i decided to change to a nicer pix. .cant let all e lil bro see this kinda stuff..hahaha..

2004-06-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

me, gonna die..
jus started studyin fer mid year n its here in jus a few days... n guess wad.. i'm still here bloggin..
ahhhh
*SHOOT ME

2004-06-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

mel: when u have e will, u CAN do it..when u nv try, u'll nv know..
TRY

2004-06-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

went back to e dark n eerie sch to do pw.. n guess wad, i was early as usual... or shd i put it this way, i was on time no matter how late i woke.. haiz
man.. i'm jus so bored stayin at home, but i jus cant sit down n study properly... *shoot me*
-i'm bored- bored bored bored-

mel: run everyday for at least 1/2 hr n i'm damn sure u can get those legs w/n a few months~!!!!

2004-06-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Some people live for the fortune
some people live for just for the fame
some people live for the power
some people live just to play the game
some people think that the physical things define
what's within and i bet that before that
life's adore are full of the superficial

2004-06-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

yeah... i'm finally back to this world of mine..
com came in yesterday..finally manage to blog n catch up w e rest of the world..]
yeah
well, 2 weeks of june hols have jus passed like this.. man.. missed soo much during this period of com-less time... went to catch tt venus transit thingy tt day.. its was a huge disappointment.. haizz.. i expected to see this round object flyin pass e sun like w/n 5 mins, but NO.. its actually black dot moving pass this white background ( yah..e sun is white) slowly~!!! it actually take e wohle afternoon to fly pass e sun.. it wasnt something which i wld say "FASCINATING".. e pple there actually went shouting 1ST CONTACT.. i was like really.. mus be damn interesting.. but oh well.. wat more can i expect frm this thing..
luckily mel was there too.. if not i wld have died frm boredom n heat stroke.. left real early.. wanted to go hholland v., but missed e stop, so went ps instead.. n we bought story books.... cant believe i'm actually becomin more n more into books..
oh well.. im jus glad i have the com back..

2004-05-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

well..i'm bloggin here cause din go sch. aint feelin well.. haiz.. so many things happened last week.. grandma passed away last week.. at 1st she was saved by all e uncles n aunties when she got choked in e afternoon, but midnight, when she choked again, no one save her.. wads all e docs doin out there man... cld survive at home yet cld n ot survive in e hospital..who shd we blame???

realised i've been laggin fer at least a week.. missed out on so many things... din even know tt slyvia withdrawn, din know tt...aiyah.. jus missed out a lot of stuff... n guess wad.. i got kicked out of vball.. like wth.. haizz.. i guess i jus aint up to e standard to train to be in sch team... haiiz..n now.. i'm gona join astro.. man.. wadz life.. totally bored of it.. din even catch a movie fer weeks.. ahhhh... i hate it~!!!

2004-04-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

gosh.. i feel so crapped now... jus hate it when these kind of crap happens to me. wth mus it happen??argh.. it sux totally..
gg cj = no life.
i'm serious.. dedicated all my time to waitin n waitin n waitin, in e end, it took only half n hour to get it over n done w. like wth larrz....cause of this, i even miss out a chance where i can meet up w e girls....arghhh...landed in this kind of stuff jus sux.. where's my life man... i miss e days when i can jus wake up n eat lunch, go out shoppin, watch movie till night b4 returnin to my bed.. i actually miss e times when i had hours to read e day's newspaper......

2004-04-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

man. i gettin to like britney spear's everytime.. i think its super nice. n its like...haiz.. always think of how *it actually looks like. heehee.. mel, nyx: u sure know who i'm tokin bout man.. heehee

come notice me
& take my hand
so y r we
strangers when
~~our love is strong~~
y carry on w/o me

and everytime i try to fly
i fall w/o my wings
i feel so small
i guess i need u baby
& everytime i see u in my dreams
i see ur face, its haunting me
i guess i need u baby

i make believe
tt u r here
its e only way
i see clear
what have i done
u seem to move on easy
.
.
.
i may have made it rain
pls forgive me
~~my weakness caused u pain~~
& this song is my sorry

haizz.. even e lyrics sound soo sad.. ahhhh.... i dun think i can stay in vball lorz.. i'm so lousy.. dun think they'll keep me.. ahhhhhh

2004-04-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..many things have happened fer e past whole week.. mel finally entered cj.. there r so many diff thoughts n feelings fer e whole week.. hmm. dunnoe where to start. ohh.. went back to sn sports day.. cheerleading is like gettin frm gd to bad... n gree house dance is super lousy.. left w only 8 pple..anyway.. theres like a lot of tests tml n i havent even started on my geog. kinda sucky..

2004-04-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

mel: ........dots dots dots.........
lynn: congrats to u~!!! lets go n catch passion of christ sooon.

2004-04-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

-fri
was a hols. went out in e afternoon w mel. bought quite a lot of stuff..
damn.. spent too much money already.. bought this white top frm topshop, blue top frm seed. n 2 weird hairclips... as usual, walk ard n slack ard n as usual, spend our time waiting fer pple, like val~!! hahaha..meet val fer dinner at lips. her fren ah boi joined us.. talked a lot includin lame jokes... ltr edwin joined.. actually was suppose to have dinner w edwin,ave n jo. but ave had to go church n jo wasn't free... haiiz.anyway, he joined us fer a lil while. after tt we went home.. i was like "eh how come he join us?? like fer a while onli oso happy??? hmmzz weird~!!" but obviously, i din ask him. cause its like really bad if i actually do tt..

-sat
had to wake up super early to meet at bugis. went to distribute pamplets. met e weirdest pple on earth mann.. haiiz.. jus feel tt singaporeans aint charitable enough. we shd really think bout it man.. by jus takin a pamplet can really change pples life.. when i was giving out n pple refusin to take it, i felt so rejected. like i said so much stuff n they jus like wave their hands. like " cant u jus take the bloody thing, ure hands wont melt~!!!!" haizz.... went take neos w edwin,ave,jo n kailing after tt. i add e weirdest stuff on everyone's head.. haha.. as usual, my face was e normal 1.. heehee.. ~~evil~~ me. went walkin ard, slackin ard, stonein ard. had piano at night.. kinda sucks cause i din even practise at all?!! haiz.. i'm jus soo hopeless w piano.. cant reject it n cant not do it.. mann. i hate this kind of stuff....

**let the rain fall down
and wake my dreams
let it wash away
my sanity
cause i wanna hear the thunder
i wanna scream
let the rain fall down
i'm coming clean, i'm coming clean

2004-04-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

class aint tt bad after all.. got quite close to kailing. life is jus so amazing. when we were in e same sch, same cca, we aint as close as we r now. kinda great tt at least there is someone who will be there with me for e next 2 yrs in cj.
fri
sch as usual. wanted to go home n change b4 i meet mel fer e acjc thingy, it started pouring. cldn't go home. went town w edwin ryan edmund n libing. 1st stop was fj benjamin. edz wanted to repair watch, but cant, so went lido. sat there n chill while waitin fer mel. so happy to see her manz. started listenin to her complain bout her scholar class. kinda funny manz. left to take neoprints n bought a watch. both of us got e same watch but diff colour background. quite pretty. e performance wasn't tt bad. quite nice n e dancce was great~!!!

2004-03-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

haven't blog since i've entered cj. had orientation for one whole week. we had things like mass dance, games n talks. br. paul can actually say a 1h30mins speech. whoa.. i finally got my class on tues. my class have like only 5 guys n 19 girls?! n 4 sn girls. n guess wad. my class have got so many political stuff gg on till its like so split up. the class is so not as united as i think everyone shd have. haiiz..
wed
we went dragon boating at kallang river, the river was filthy. water went to my eyes n mouth. yucks,, really disgusting. but it was fun. after tt we went kallang park to play games. there was this game tt is like have to carry pple high up to get a bite of the apple. then was e pickin up of strings blind foleded. w/o knowing how it looks like, i picked up leaves instead. sooo embarrising. sen we went back to sch in e afternoon to play push ball. tt was super tiring. e ball was huge n there were tooo lil guys to help. tt day only 3 guys went to sch. 1 was injured n another 1 was too tired. left 1 guys to help. it was hopeless. we were pratically a girls class against a guys class in 1 round. in e end, obviously we lost.
thu
talks n talks n intro talks fer every sub.
fri
last day of orientation. chose my cca n had a finale. jus some skits n songs stuff. den had mass dance. there was chori chori things tt e blacks always sing. met lynn in sch cause she crashed cj. had dinner at bk. lynn n this guy frm class call edmund were like saying lame jokes. total crap. ltr, mel joined us. we went to e cj tradition thingy at night. tts gg to youth park after e end of orientation to play dare or dare! wow. it was quite fun. when it din happen on u its quite fun, but when it happen on u it'll be like " ahhh mus i do tt??!!" but conclusion its still v. fun. lynn had some mild stuff like rubbin nose w other guy n back rub. mel had to like pick up 5 things frm a guys body, bitin another girls lips n other stuff. bout mine, hehe, i aint gg to write cause its quite sick.

2004-03-20T10:17:00.000+08:00

yeah. got e posting results today. got into cjc. dad like so happy for me larz...but its sort of expected.

2004-03-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

i finally caught dirty dancing 2. its damn nice man. had to wake up damn early jus to catch this show. was suppose to go to e mi. chalet in e evening, but they sort of changed it to tml. so had more time to hang ard w val. was e 1st time i actually walk frm lido to ps. pretty far manz.

2004-03-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

today is e last day i'm gonna be in mi. wow time passes so fast. i was still dreading to go to this sch on e v. first day. i think it wasn't a mistake for me to go this sch for these 3 mths cause i got to know so many new pple. so many diff. kind of species. heehee. took lots of pix n hang ard e foyer. since this was e last day, we had this supposedly class outing. in e end, it became a grp outing. reason: cause we split up.

went shopping w jobeth instead of watching movie. bought quite a few stuff. hahaha. din get to find a suitable pair of shoes. :(